i want to be a force of nature

i want to be the fire who burns

i want to be the fire who consumes

i want to be the fire who lives

but i’m the fire who lights up the little corner

                                   am i?

i want to be sharp      could i be?

                                  am i going to be?

i want to be a vibrant red

i need to be

dont i?

the soft blue hurts so quietly

i hate the person i’m around other people