Tag: poetry

between all this dust

i can’t see it clearly

i can’t see what i’m doing and i can’t see where i’m going

my eyes tear up

they’re not happy or sad tears

the water just tries to clean the overwhelmess of dust i find laying around my path

i want to be a force of nature

i want to be the fire who burns

i want to be the fire who consumes

i want to be the fire who lives

but i’m the fire who lights up the little corner

                                   am i?

i want to be sharp      could i be?

                                  am i going to be?

i want to be a vibrant red

i need to be

dont i?

the soft blue hurts so quietly

i hate the person i’m around other people

I want to feel the ups and downs

The blood in my mouth

The vomit on my shirt

The night sky

But I’m just stuck here

In no where, somewhere in time

I’m not going down neither going up

I’m not moving

I’m frozen and

I am not strong enough to change